WASTED!!

Its been weeks since i indulge myself drinking

. I can't SLEEP!!! i really can't sleep!..

thoughts keeps lingering on my mind.

what have happen to me?

I ASK MYSELF! AND THE ANSWER IS NOWHERE TO FIND.

i spend so much. indulge so much, thought so much that i forgot to LIVE..

Suddenly i realize, I'M NOT HAPPY ANYMORE!!!

it's hard to really accept that FACT but that's what i really feel.

I'M not HAPPY! I feel wasted!

so WASTED!!!!!

Is there anybody who would help me find my WAY?!!!!!!