It's been while... Whoooops!! It's been a year or so when i entered my last post here. It was so relieving that I actualy found myself again doing old stuff! Oh how i miss blogging. Overwhelmed of so many thoughts and still I'm in search of someone who will cause me Premature ventricular contraction:)

I'm in LAVA with the new CLARISSA

(laugh)..... everything about me has change rapidly. oh yes..
I think it's too fast than i expected.
i had my hair cut short.
i had indulge into vigorous activities i never tried even once in my childhood days.
i'm also into blogging now.

i also joined many organizations at school. i limit my texting habit. im into facebook.com at friendster.com mobiluck and tweeter.com i look for something and have found what i'm looking for...and know what it is?

I FOUND MYSELF ENJOYING PIZZA....

WASTED!!

Its been weeks since i indulge myself drinking

. I can't SLEEP!!! i really can't sleep!..

thoughts keeps lingering on my mind.

what have happen to me?

I ASK MYSELF! AND THE ANSWER IS NOWHERE TO FIND.

i spend so much. indulge so much, thought so much that i forgot to LIVE..

Suddenly i realize, I'M NOT HAPPY ANYMORE!!!

it's hard to really accept that FACT but that's what i really feel.

I'M not HAPPY! I feel wasted!

so WASTED!!!!!

Is there anybody who would help me find my WAY?!!!!!!

i feel so great! i had a wonderful day.
that's all i guess...
till next time!...

DEPRESSION.... ME? depressed!

This days i really feel bad about myself. I've heard alot of comments from a friend about me.... I was really shock! i even cried all night... not to mention, the following day is my midterm examination.. I really didn't review my lesson cause i was really preoccupied by the thought. I was really hurt... hurt ... and BROKEN! ! People says I'm hypocrite and that I'm the greatest pretender of all.. A deceiver! !!!! shocks! what a comment.. I don't understand the reason at all... but hey!!! I really care about what those people are telling about me...............BUT how i wish... they would tell it to my FACE... not to anyone else because if there's someone really that was concern,,, IT WOULD BE JUST ME.............

DYOSA FEVER

While everybody's busy watching DYOSA,

here i am, making my requirements in my major subject......

hahahah! i almost forgot about Dyosa...


Too bad, i wasn't able to watch its finale...

wish it would be replayed, or if not, at least, it has its DVD soon.....(sigh)

RENEW yourself CLARISSA

January 14,2009 - I was there! I mean, we were there at the butterfly farm/garden for our recollection. It was really nice the fact that we have this unique opportunity to relax and have this what we call, "recollection". Oh yes! We had a recollection and i can say that it's really something that we need.
Especially me!

I've been very busy myself doing alot of responsibility and duty and i never got the chance to stoop down even just for a sec. I forgot to say thank you for a beautiful day despite all odds. I forget to show my care to my loved-ones. I forget to say sorry to the people I've step unto. I forgot to show my love to those people who love me and that includes my own family and friends. Worst of all, I forgot to LIVE. .

It's really so nice that even just for a day, I was able to contemplate and reflect. I focus my life doing things not just for the sake of doing something but making something really precious.

"We are beatifully made by God and everything about us is good". That's a very dimunitive message from our facilitator Sir Caloy. It really inspires me the rest of the day. Today, this day is not only for me but a renew of another me. A beautiful creation that my parents can be proud of, and to whom my family is pleased...