DYOSA FEVER

While everybody's busy watching DYOSA,

here i am, making my requirements in my major subject......

hahahah! i almost forgot about Dyosa...


Too bad, i wasn't able to watch its finale...

wish it would be replayed, or if not, at least, it has its DVD soon.....(sigh)

RENEW yourself CLARISSA

January 14,2009 - I was there! I mean, we were there at the butterfly farm/garden for our recollection. It was really nice the fact that we have this unique opportunity to relax and have this what we call, "recollection". Oh yes! We had a recollection and i can say that it's really something that we need.
Especially me!

I've been very busy myself doing alot of responsibility and duty and i never got the chance to stoop down even just for a sec. I forgot to say thank you for a beautiful day despite all odds. I forget to show my care to my loved-ones. I forget to say sorry to the people I've step unto. I forgot to show my love to those people who love me and that includes my own family and friends. Worst of all, I forgot to LIVE. .

It's really so nice that even just for a day, I was able to contemplate and reflect. I focus my life doing things not just for the sake of doing something but making something really precious.

"We are beatifully made by God and everything about us is good". That's a very dimunitive message from our facilitator Sir Caloy. It really inspires me the rest of the day. Today, this day is not only for me but a renew of another me. A beautiful creation that my parents can be proud of, and to whom my family is pleased...

suPeR hoPeLeSS

Oh no! This day seems to be the turning point of my life. I have a lot of trouble. Research! research! research! i need to do a lot of research! PLUS my obligation and responsibility as a trying hard -------. And then again, Foremost of all, i need to check on my friends condition. Is she ok? Is she not having difficulty carrying my soon-to-be cute "inaanak?".. I'm so excited thinking of this cute angel.. hahaha...it made me think and ask myself, when will i ever got one?

HAHAHAHA! cute wish! but that's only a wish!!!!

WHAT’s ON MY MIND?

I’ve always been thinking of a beautiful story since I open an account at blogger dot com. I never thought it would last up to now and I don’t have any yet to post. It’s been a month. HAHAHA! Maybe I should start posting today, since this is the last day of year 2008. That’s why, I’m posting this article-slash-short story-slash-feature-slash-essay which entails my greatest realization this year.

I’m always busy, that’s what I know. I’ve been busy loving someone who’s been busy himself adoring someone else. HAHAHA! I’ve always thought I’ll be happy if I have him. I’ve always thought that I’ve been in love with him. Yeah! I’ve always thought of loving him.
Just what a beautiful adage “nothing’s permanent in this world except for change”, I’ve thought of changing too, more exactly, a change of heart. Well, I don’t have to ask for it because it naturally happens. I only need to wait until finally it will. Hours, days, months, years, how long will it take? I don’t know. But I do hope for the soonest possible. And that’s what I’m looking forward into this coming year. As the year starts, I wish that this old self will also find more of growing ups to do. I have made a lot of mistake; I never regret that, rather I’m thankful it did happen. And if there’s something I have loved doing since the first day of 2008, it’s the thought of LOVING him. Yeah! It’s only in my mind, it never happens for real.
I don’t know exactly when and where it started, but few weeks ago, I found out that I was never really in love with this guy. Maybe it’s because, I never knew love after all. I just thought I do. Now tell me, how I am supposed to tell it is love if I was never really sure it is. Oh, whatever! I knew deep down inside me, I’m hopeful for all the possibilities this year to come…. That’s the spirit.....